Saturday, September 17, 2011

Differences

I don't wanna leave my room.
Because I know if I do I'm doomed.
I don't wanna leave my bed.
Because if I do it'll be my head.
I don't wanna leave this tiny space.
Because every time I do tears go all over the place.
I don't wanna leave my happy dream.
Because when I wake up the only thing I hear is screams.
I don't wanna go into the open world.
But it's still no fun being a caged-up girl.
No point in being alive,
When there's no life to live.
I hide behind my tears,
As I hide away my fears.
Nobody dares to get to know me.
And my true feelings will stay a mystery.
All because I'm different.
Just because I'm different.
Nobody likes different.
Nobody likes me.

Why?

Why does it have to be this way?
Why can't just one thing be okay?
Why does everything have to be so wrong?
And make me sing this song.
And remind me that I just don't belong.
Days are passing.
Hours are flying.
I still haven't stopped crying.
Why does it have to be this way?
And it gets worse every single day.

Teddy Bear

TeddyBear, How'd you get from here to there?
TeddyBear, Where did you go?
TeddyBear, I love you so.
TeddyBear, Please never leave me alone.
I need to know that someone cares.
I need to know that someone'll always be there.
TeddyBear, Please never go.
I can't make it alone.
Not when I'm on my own.